Happy Birthday Jack!!!

The day has finally come, my very last baby's FIRST birthday. I must say this is the saddest I have ever been about one of the kids getting older, I am just really emotional about it, kinda silly.

I remember this moment so clear, like it was just yesterday, all the details, the feeling of seeing my baby for the first time, there is nothing better.

As most of you may know Jack cried A LOT when he was a small baby, at that time I couldn't wait for him to be done with that stage. Now that I look back at the videos and see that it is over, all the newborn cries, hours spent nursing him when I didn't want to, endless amounts of hours holding him while he fell asleep. Just like that, a year has passed, and I will never have these things again.

The more Jack is getting around the smaller his sweet cheeks get, I will be so sad with all the pinch is gone.

All his sweet baby faces, I am glad that I had a camera in your face constantly, so I can see them forever and ever. I must say I am proud that I got to blog all your milestones, how many of your siblings can say they have that. The baba, it will be leaving on your birthday Baby. I am so sorry, everyone got a year and that year is up. It is just another thing that makes you turn into a big boy and not be a baby anymore :(

So as I am blogging this Daniel walks in to me with streams of tears down my face, and can't understand why I am sad, boys just aren't the same. My dear Jack I love you SO much, Happy Birthday Baby!!